That I will never ever let myself have feelings for a guy who already has a girl for a bestfriend. I just won’t. I won’t even try talking to a guy if I know they have one. It doesn’t matter. Because honestly, I would love to fall in love with my bestfriend. Thats ideal for me. Someone who I can laugh with and who I can confide in. But how is that possible when I refuse to label anyone as my ”bestfriend” (Or at least, I don’t think I can ever call any girl my bestfriend). I don’t believe in “bestfriends.” All the people in my past that I’ve given the title ”bestfriend” to, aren’t here for me anymore. They dissappoint you, change for the worse, and/or leave you behind.

I’ll just have to let things come as they do.. when I least expect it. That’s all I really want to say for now. Can’t expect things. When I do, reality makes sure it doesn’t happen.