Okay, well… really discouraged.
Starting to feel like I’m not good enough again. Like what I’ve done hasn’t made any impressions and that my efforts were all forgotten. I thought that I expressed myself enough about how I cared about issues. I thought that maybe all that I sacrificed last semester (commuting by bus, all day parking tickets) just to be able to contribute myself, would be acknowledged in some sort. Grades aren’t the only factor in determinating what we are capable of and our success. it’s all about having passion, a genuin drive to improve and establish who you are, and dedication..
REALtalk, it’s funny, cause you know from the gist of things, I was in this exact same position earlier this semester. I was discouraged, which lead to questioning, which lead me to lean on my own understanding of things, thinking I can do all of this by myself.
Falling face first, I’ve only realized that no matter how “bad” things get, nor how “tired” I become, I need those around me, just as much as they need me. And, I’ve come to realize that I’m not always gonna get a simple thank you, or a pat on the back, or any form a reciprocation… but what you do get in return, is a lesson of greater understanding, and that’s something EVERYONE in life gives us.
Heads Up Lauren, keep smiling, and remember: THE GOODTIMES ALWAYS FOLLOW THE HARDTIMES.
One Love,
@JSHTN
Put a smile on my face :] Thanks Joshtian. REALtalk.
